Friday, September 26, 2008

I feel like giving up


Yes, it's true. For all of you who've said they admire me for being able to do this - I actually feel like giving up. I'm not sure if I was this discouraged so early in the game when I did the cleanse the first time.

I was telling my friend, Katie that my experience this time is a lot different. Last time, I used to notice everyone's consumption and was pretty disgusted at how much crap everyone consumes. This time, I think... Ooooh. I want that!

People say that once you get over day three you're all good. I'm nearing the close of that day and it's a bit discouraging to think that I still have a whole week left. GAH!

I'm going to try my hardest to stay on this. My body feels fine. Definitely don't feel like Kelly Kapoor from the Office in last night's hilarious season premiere. But my mind is really getting to me.